Behold...You now Enter The Twisted World Of Joel...

Yeap...hahaha...well...welcome to my page...you'll find various stuffs that may/may not be useful to you...I would keep updating this blog whenever I'm free so be sure to check it out often aite?
do comment on my posts...DO NOT POST OFFENSIVE COMMENTS!thank you and enjoy your stay...

(Stand On The Shoulder Of Giants)

The Prince Of Emotions....

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2005..The year I lost everything I ever had...as I try to stand up again I realized that there are more hypocrites in this world than supporters.. But I'm sure thankful for those who are with me today. I'm born on 13th june 1989, male(yup..male...got it?! 100% male!) and I've seen and experienced things far beyond possible. Some envy me for certain attributes I possess, some just want to see me fall(too bad, I'm gonna keep holding till YOU fall suckers!)..some look up to me...I really respect them..thanks for everything guys. I'm a biomedical student at Unisel and currently a Training Medical Laboratory Scientist at Gribbles Pathology Seremban Like to think critically and assume that nothing is impossible..listening to my mp3s(Emo,screamo,punk,metal,goth),playing online and lan games..jamming.. and hanging out with my besties..I'm an Emo Of Course...I like the way I am... Got a big time ego problem but I can mellow down.. Always emotional.. takes serious matters seriously.. trying to have fun... Revengeful against a disease.. Maybe I would disappear once my job is done...thats all..enjoy reading my blog... c ya...(^-,^)

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Regardless....

Ahoy there.....

Okies..so its been really some time since I actually wrote something here..sorry guys..its just that I've been extremely busy with myself..hahaha...well..it isn't easy afterall..life sure isn't a bed of roses huh..

Anyways...I would like to ask everyone a question....

Mountain Dew...for those who are malaysians...does anyone remember?
I mean,....it was in malaysian market during the 90's..but then removed..I was a very small kid then but I grew fond of it..but none of my family members and friends actually remembers..

Anyone here remembers?

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Loveless

Ahoy there.....

Check out This poem....
its called loveless...by Jack Skellington...
Its read by Genesis Rhapsodos in Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core...
Its a beautiful poem...so enjoy....


Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting.


Act I
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

Act II
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh.

Act III
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return.

Act IV
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely.

Act V
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

The Itch..(Not The 7 Year Itch)

Ahoy there.....

So...have u ever wondered why we have an itch?well as far as medical researches go, no scientists have actually found the proper reason to why we have an itch....its kinda a wonder why we do u know that's why I'm publishing this post...i have done lots of thinking over this imponderable and I've came up with 3 seemingly logical reasons....

1)itch indicates irritation-the easiest way for mother nature to alert us that something is irritating us and to get rid of the irritant....ironic...

2)itch could be caused by body hair- simple....body hair itching our skin....

3) Get rid of dead cells-this could be the most logical scientific explanation...our body sheds dead cells every 5 minutes...this is normal because every now and then cells should be replaced to maintain optimum homeostasis(that's regulation) therefore dead cells are shed off the body as dirt(that's why our body gets sticky and we need a bath)..now dead cells are excotic food for parasites and vermins such as louse and mites..just like we all love pizza..(right??)..when these bad boys start feasting, they end up feasting on live cells too thats when we get redness on our skin without scratching the redness is caused by inflammation(part of our body's weapons againts the enemy)..we get an itch to firstly get rid of the tiny patch of dead cells(dirt) before these buggers have dinner on our skin...secondly we get an itch to engage inflammation and protect the body against these vermins in case we forget to throw their meal away before their dinnertime...itching could be our body's defense against eczema....

So, the next time you get an itch, relax....its time to take a bath....if you are not lazy that is..hahahahaha....

(p/s: this has nothing to do with the 7 year itch...)

Monday, May 4, 2009

Ahoy there.....
By the way....the patient I've been monitoring is now perfectly healthy and happily living her life as a normal teenager.....
Good to see her happy......
She asked: "So....you saved me....why?"
"Guess thats my job kiddo.....afterall I took the oath...cant break it..."
"Is it the oath? or some other reasons?cause i could see a great relive in your eyes...like you've woken up from a nightmare"
"you dont need to know all that..go on.....live....."
"Good luck...thanks for your breath of live.."
"thank God...not me...honestly He doesnt want to see us all like these..."
"true.....keep up that optimism....."
"See ya...."

Hmmm.........